Does anyone else ever get this thought? Let me tell you which one it is.
Sometimes, I look back at the things I used to do when I was a kid, when I was much younger, and for me it is like a haze. Like I do not remember actively choosing to do these things. I sort of just went with the flow.
Guys are going to school, ok, going to the playground? Ok. I sort of just followed around.
Now, I do know that it may just be memories fading over time, and I will probably look back at this five years from now and feel the same thing. I do not know.
But what I do know is that from around the age of 24 - 25, I started actively choosing the things I do. I started actually taking responsibility for my actions and it now feels strange that I was operating on autopilot before.